All the Harry potter fans know this line, the importance given to it!
When Harry realises that he has to face death, he accepts it! A young boy accepts what life throws at him and bravely goes to meet Voldemort to get himself killed!
Now, why am I bringing this here? To me, its an anology, a very important question, which made me accept certain situations in life, otherwise I would never have even acknowledged!
There were a tsunami of thoughts when I was told I need a surgery! All within 3 weeks, examined, tests taken and decision made! Date finalized!! I had to prepare my parents and more importantly, my kids! I know my hubby would do a great job, in supporting me and so together we prepared our kids mentally.
My daughter was never away from me, even for a night! She would never sleep over even at my mom's for the reason that she would miss me! On the day of my admission, I had to leave after they came back from school. I, a very timid person had to make her bold and courageous, I had fought my tears but her tears won in the end making me cry too! But by God's grace, I managed pretty well.
When I had to go in to the theatre, I had to motivate myself again and again. This line from Harry Potter made me do it! One last time, I chanted God's name and told myself accept and give in. Let him take over! We are all nothing but a speck of dust in front of HIM.
All went well and the same night, I was back in the room, almost conscious! The courage I faced after was many times better than before. This taught me what all had I taken for granted in life! Now I needed someone to take me to the bathroom, help me brush! Wow..
Humility is God's syllabus over and over again! What we think we achieved in life, accomplished, nothing matters! God teaches us lessons when the appropriate time comes and I needed that lesson! Because God's ways are his ways and I made some mistakes or sins which needed correction.
I also remembered Kunti who prayed for troubles so that she would never forget God! What a weird wish I used to think but after this episode, I felt closer to God!
Even if this is my close, I am glad with myself that I opened!
I accepted(even without a choice, its the hardest lesson).
Vishnupriya
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